The past is killing me A paranoid future exists Why must I be this way Can't I just live in peace today? Why was I dealt these cells? In a prison of sorrow and dwell Will heaven hold a place for me? Or will hell have the only seat? A queen will lose her king A mother's only son My darkest hour has come Am I front row? To a misery engraved Carved into my bones Forevermore enslaved All they give is endless love Forgivenеss for my ways But I am forever blind To what they hold in thеir eyes Am I the one Who must go So soon