The Flatliners - I Am Abandoned lyrics

once again i am abandoned all hope is lost, what else is new? and i can't go on thinking about it how in the past you've failed so many times i thought it would've been a wake up call by now but i guess theres always something new you have to find out for yourself so many lessons have been learned, so many bridges have been burned into the back of our memory as far back as it goes and still nobody knows... some things will never change some things will always stay the same some things have no meaning but it's okay we might not make it anyway some things will never change can anyone explain to me what the word pathetic really means? at first it was funny but now it's an insult i'm not angry it just seems that everywhere i look there's another person having problems instead of me what has this world come to when all i see is me? it makes no sense to me none of this can be happening but I'll stick around with my feet on the ground waiting anxiously and i just don't agree with some of the stupid ideas you heard me cause i am abandoned