The Flatliners - Filthy Habits lyrics

Why won't everyone just forget about it? I left a trail of blood with love not violence And I don't deserve anything you're providing I am cold, leave me alone I tip-toe corners these days, always hiding My mind, it swallows whole every last distraction And all that I'm left with are a million questions Like "have you grown cold?" "Are you f*cking miserable?" I just can't listen to sad songs anymore I get f*cking bored Jealous of friendships that I can't abide by Jealous of this sinking ship Watch the water swallow all of us whole This time I swear it's over Jump in with your lungs wide open Haven't you heard cynics never recover? There are words that I can't even breathe And those are the ones I've been dying to scream Still jealous of friendships I can't abide by And we'll watch this sinking ship And the water swallow all of us whole This time I swear it's over Jump in with your lungs wide open Cynics never f*cking recover Spit on the stories you've been told Cause now you're so much older It's clear you've forgotten all about this I don't think I'll ever recover