[Verse 1] I keep making jokes I don't know what to do 'Cause I am pretty sure you hate me And I am clearly still in love with you This wasn't the plan It was only a problem A problem I could never solve Oh, I wonder if you've got it And I've got friends who've never met you They're glad that they can say that But I am pretty sure they'd rather bleed Before they let me call you back [Chorus] I've just got scared of everyone You've ever known You've tried to leave I've tried to run I hit the ground I saw you walking to your car And maybe one day I'll get up And learn to breathe through coffee cups And then I'll leave this situation And I will show off all my scars [Verse 2] And I'm sorry if I jump out my window I just don't like walking to my car I'll use the fall to think about escape routes To the reservoir You said I should fix my self-esteem If I am never getting out of bed again But all my confidence was wasted And all my self-esteem was broken Can we ignore The coffee stains on my fingers And the way your cellphone lingers Over every conversation that we have 'Cause you get bored And I know I'm not exciting Now I know that you're not either I'm running out things to say Well, I'm so glad that you did [Bridge] And I I see your headlights coming But I am happy to sit here I am happy to sit here And I I see you headlights coming But I'll lie down in the road 'Cause there is no sense in running away [Chorus] And I'm still get scared of everyone You've ever known You've tried to leave And I've tried to run I hit the ground While you walking to your car And maybe one day I'll get up And learn to breathe through coffee cups And then I'll leave this situation And I can show off all my scars