she is not the one you love but she seems to be in control she is replaced without hesitation another shovelfull the constant stream is too much, too much to handle it doesn't change it doesn't ever go away this deadly sickness that cannot be tamed factory of shame burned into your mind from the first time that you saw it you cannot outrun the images that haunt you when you close your eyes so you lie to yourself when you feel like someone else as you ignore what your heart says as you fall down the wrong rabbit hole [chorus] so you take off your childhood and past sins and put on your best suit and ashes for the innocence lost, to remember the cost of raping your mind oh what a price we paid [chorus] oh what a price we pay