The Finite Beings - Selfish lyrics

Is it selfish to want to make it and pay all of our bills? To be successful Is it selfish to want the attention, to need the affection of the listener? To want the credit so you know that we said it? So we said it. Im that pa**ionate cry of a human thats tried Time and time again while Im fallen inside Would you pray for me? Would you plea for me? What are you trying to teach me? Why is there so much hurt and pain? What is left to gain? How long will I have to wait? Is it prideful to have expectations that I really dont deserve? I am sinful, shameful. I am hopeful that He paid for it All of my debtIt was selfless And Ive been fed it so I thought that Id share it Hope your feeling it