The Fading - Confront Myself lyrics

Take a look at me - what do you see? Have I lost the human in me? Am I a shadow of my own reflection? Am I going in the wrong direction? I see fear in your eyes! I see lips screaming lies! Melted hope, swallowed pain Empty whole, dirty rain On written tragedy I live With a scratched soul, by self belief The withered moments are pa**ing by How can I overcome this life? Step one: Close your eyes Step two: Hold your breath inside Step three: Let your anger free Step four: Scream!!! So again I'm on the run Chasing freedom, sense is gone Am I facing an endless road? This routine will k** me whole You are trapped and lost again Since you've found the way to use your brain Sleepless nights of million thoughts Let them go!!! This is the final chance To bring me back myself again How can I leave this mess? I know I can't, I can't, I guess...