The Fading - Age Of Phobia lyrics

Just tell me if it's real Times of confusion that I can't define Bring my belief in knowledge to become a better lie I seek perfection in every move I make My spiritual vision is drowning more and more, every single day Take the years of pain away from me The dreams I dread will set me free Still I can't find my peace of mind The lost prospects I shall obey Life refuses to fade, freedom penetrates into ages of loneliness Time will never heal, words can't ease the pain - it's the age of loneliness I want to doubt just every step I ever take Sometimes I see the true color of faith, but why is it always fake? Delightful desperation is taking control No one can help me now, no one can save my soul I wonder if this fear is real The expectation for the end is always near Beneath the surface of my cries There is an everlasting will to stay alive After my efforts to accept the pain I dig inside my soul to find a place for staying sane The price I pay for life is still too high Beyond my deepest expectations I hide