The Elijah (band) - I Hated lyrics

This rooms become my prison Of dark days and darker nights A hate growing like a life I'd never wish an existence for Am I the reason you're not alive And I'm falling to my knees Have you gone have you gone I still want to be with you And if you go, I would go to I'll find you in a place I never thought true And see your face as I slipped away Back to my darkest day I once had nothing I once had nothing to lose The thought that I've torn the smile From your pale skinned face I've took your love and I've turned it into hate And I hate myself for the love I can't show And I convinced myself That I will never deserve