The Drive Home - Short Fall lyrics

I'll rot here waiting for you to fall So I can point my finger and say I told you so (I should've seen this coming) And I'll stand out in the rain drenched in all of you And what you put me through I've been down and out since you left out cold More alone than ever, never more scared of the future And if getting old is just like this then I quit I'm not build to hold this pressure So just rot all yourself away, every last bit you have left Like you have in the darkest blues of my head I had hope with you but it went out the door heels over head Across the room I'd see you, but in my mind you're dead And I'm learning to live alone, 'cause it's for the best I'm told But I can't help but feel unwell with the thought of just myself And I'll stay home hidden for the summer I've found no comfort in the weather I think clearer when I'm covered I haven't always been a pessimist But I guess I've had bad influence And at least if grey hangs over me it's honest And I hate to say I told you so But I told you so, I told you so I had hope with you but it went out the door heels over head Across the room I'd see you, but in my mind you're dead And I'm learning to live alone, 'cause it's for the best I'm told But I can't help but feel unwell with the thought of just myself And you'll always be the potential that I'll never meet A bar that's set too high for me to reach I'll get over you and all the sh** you put me through If I wake up and think of you I've got so much left to prove