I know if I'll make it through this winter without you by my side I waited for you so long while I traveled far and wide Convinced myself there's no one better, so how could I deny Your love, it's like a thorn into my side My friends they understand me better but don't whisper goodnight I want a lover and a sister, but we know that's not right You used to listen to my music, I always wondered why I wish I could pretend you make me try I want the days to come, I want these sleepless nights to end I lie here thinking how I lost you to all your stupid friends You made me feel so foolish for the twenty-second time Your love might be the last time that I try Don't know if I'll make it through this winter without you on my own I waited here for you forever, I can't believe you'd go I may not have the answers, but I'd rather never know Your love was such a heavy, heavy blow Goodnight my love, you seemed so nice till I knew you better Now I can tell you're always thinking twice about what might be better On the outside, there's no conscience, you're a victim of your cautiousness You don't try, you just lie there hoping that someone will come to make it right