The Distillers - Hate Me lyrics

I can't be this now It's not me anymore I really tried, I've tried Attempting suicide f**ing convulsing and constantly denied Subcontaining me somewhere inside Scratching the walls of my gla** coffin Scraping, raping, my nails on the gla** on the bottom Is there an end, where does this end If I was you, I'd f**ing hate me too