The Dismemberment Plan - Secret Curse lyrics

Secret Curse anonymous hex on flavorless food and terrible s** a day of no rhythm a night of no rest and I do not know what sin I have not confessed Secret Curse terrible blight I'm deafened by sound and blinded by light caught when I flee and beat when I fight and I'm co*ky when wrong and timid when right and I don't know what crimes have yet to come to light But it's getting worse indelible mark, tired at noon, wired at dark a terrible bite, but never a bark, I don't know what else I can do I don't know who you are... please, please, please I'm sorry Secret Curse unwashable stain, ugly when bold, boring when plain stricken with pleasure and taken with pain and I'm nervous and lost and I can not refrain Secret Curse unsingable song, melody weird, getting it wrong p**y when tender and brutal when strong and I'm losing my friends as we're getting along and I really do try to run that fast and long but it gets there first Invisible eye, sad if I laugh, mad if I cry screwed if I live, screwed if I die I try and I try and I don't know what else I can do You don't know who you are please, please, please... I'm sorry