The Dillinger Escape Plan - Wish lyrics

This is the first day of my last days I built it up, now I take it apart Climbed up real high, now fall down real far No need to me to stay, the last thing left I just threw it away I put my faith in god and my trust in you Now there's nothing more f**ked up I could do Wish there was something real, wish there was something true Wish there was something real in this world full of you I'm the one without a soul, I'm the one with this big f**king hole Now new tale to tell, twenty-six years on my way to hell Gotta listen to your big time, hard line, bad luck, fist f**k Don't think you're having all the fun, you know me, I hate everyone Wish there was something real, wish there was something true Wish there was something real in this world full of you I want to, but I can't turn back But I want to