This is the first day of my last days I built it up now I take it apart Climbed up real high Now fall down real far No need for me to stay The last thing left I just threw it away I put my faith in God and my trust in you Now there's nothing more f**ed up I could do Wish there was something real Wish there was something true Wish there was something real In this world full of you I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big f**ing hole No new tale to tell Twenty-six years on my way to hell Gotta listen to your big time, hard line, bad luck fist f** Don't think you're having all the fun You know me I hate everyone Wish there was something real Wish there was something true Wish there was something real In this world full of you I want to but I can't turn back But I want to, but I can't turn back Wish there was something real Wish there was something true Wish there was something real In this world full of you