Now that it's over I find myself leaving The sound permeate in all directions at once I never said goodbye to the family, lovers Brothers and daughters, the rest of the bunch It seems so strange that the things I was chasing Have all evaporated like a distant dream Petty ambition, petty obstruction Something in between (After the after everything, after the after everything now this) Here is a child playing in a garden Here is an old man with a broken heart Here comes a train to take you away It all goes round and round and comes back to the start I was never really sure what I was waiting for When the moment came I was looking away Obsessed with a past, scared of the future Never took the time to be here today (After the after everything, after everything now this) After everything now this happens It's not a grand illusion, it's a stupid little trick The show must go on, these people have paid You're standing in the wings feeling kinda sick Never really sure what you were waiting for When the moment came you just couldn't choose The fog sweeps down over the marine city Standing backstage trying to pull on your shoes (After the everything now this, after everything now this)