I wanted to control I wanted to break All of your rules, never hesitate I hated you all Never felt a thing I cheated, I lied, I pulled you down But now I know I was a freak ! Freak ! Freak ! Freak ! Bringing my dark side back to light Working on myself All day and all night Thinking about things in my life Which aren't right Some of them really left scars In my mind But now I know I was a freak ! Freak ! Freak ! Freak ! I wanted to control I wanted to break All of your rules, never hesitate I hated you all Never felt a thing I cheated, I lied, I pulled you down But now I know I was a Freak !