[Verse 1:Manny Mackens] Loneliness gots me nauseas Only kid alone in the darkness I vomit All of whats life gots to offer Im awkward,People hate the man and the monster Confused if this is karma or not I did wrong but,look at all the good I have brought them I used to bring the sparks up When they were down I used to bring their hearts up Then I have found a family then I lost em Chicago brings the drama People are dying and cousins getting locked up And in school,its like I'm the impostor Don't care for what their rockin' So its like I'm improper Can't see myself in college I just don't see the profit Don't understand the logic I wasn't born a scholar Mama says the opposite, but why bother So she only wants me to have fake knowledge for her astonishment [Beat Lowers and slows] Im demolishin'the populous Abolishing the monuments Stay cognizant,I'm monstrous Preposterous My emotions kept in a bottle Where I have to put my co*k in it Don't bother it I have to shut it the f** up! Monster will come when I conjure them You don't want them hootin' and hollerin' If theres lightness in the dark Would you follow it I would cuz' Theres more knowledge in it then all the colleges you go to But its just....