[Verse 1] All these sad songs, I swear I'm not lonely Maybe I got that from my mom Think too much in stuff all the time, thoughts mick foley But she holy, so she hold me up Make her month when we go to lunch High standards am I'm close enough Watched me perform saw my soul erupt But they don't know about my mind no Digitally getting just a glimpse of how my life goes Know they're scared if its the right road But its my road And I swear I got a tight hold Gonna soak it all in I'm drive slow Never getting a good bye Forever and always You'll always be with me, even when your gone [Hook] Say what you will We can go there, Say what you will Say what you will We can go there, Say what you will [Verse 2] Pulling strings, to pull in tree I know the root of the evil But its pulling me And its taste like, strait no chaser Always fooling me... and its cool with me I wanna say to some people I'm sorry if i was not enough for ya Still Ill be there for ya Cause I probably lost grip over of whats important So I must inform ya All those times yeah i have enjoyed em So I'm sorry if it was pointless Just know ill be dealing with my choices Hoping that this year coming up is pretty big for us Hoping that it ends up like we wanted and the city love it Moving may happen i love where I'm from Just don't be surprised when you hear that I'm gone [Hook] Say what you will We can go there, Say what you will Say what you will We can go there, Say what you will [Verse 3] Always holding back, never are we strait up Stay standing for something until someone break us Always i am fearing of dealing with fake love I hold on for too long I'm bad at these break ups Thoughts seem to trip... my mind expedition It's traveling places i wish that it didn't Im locked in a prison of constant decisions Back up Take it all in, all thats occurred, can't find my clearance Damn I'm embarra**ed, a few waiting They want my music getting jacked like jarret I ain't not joshin folks, see I'm tossing bolts trying to spark something That is not like most, feel I've gotten close, now Im wondering, do they're heats want me? Choice with my words, is what i decided When rhyming or writing And folks try to snide it, don't care if like it Or understand why This just for all my lifers And I'm sorry I'm a white kid I ain't trying to steal nothing from ya J cole This is just how my life is It don't matter how dope, how cool, how true to myself i am They gonna say my success is, cause my privilege But that privilege is real, and its nothing to be proud So should i bounce up outta, should i just.... quit