I created this thing in my mind Looking at it now, I don't see why I threw away everything I had And greener pastures is just a lie I realize all these things now that it's too late I guess that's part of the price I've got to pay I betrayed myself when I betrayed you I threw my life away The day I turned my back on you I turned and I ran away I turned and ran away from the truth The truth in everything Everything we used to do I never had reason to doubt you I love everything about you If I could just take it back, I would I threw my life away The day I turned my back on you Believing my own lies I lost myself and I lost everything If I could just take it back, I would I threw my life away The day I turned my life on you