[from limited edition of "Awaken"] I could show you the darkest dark... You would never know so much pain I could cut myself in two Slip into sleep, and wake again Still with painful memories Come down with me deeper... And further than ever before You would never know so much pain I could cut myself in two Slip into sleep, and wake again Still with painful memories For the task of crimson I still yearn Even through these torches, I still yearn I remember unreal d**hs I remember joy I wish I could die for real I loved you so many times (it's cruel) I have held a dying queen in my arms I havo so much hate for the cruel destiny No, don't slice your veins From my heart to yours I will bleed These chosen words won't fail to heal