The Berzerker - Paradox lyrics

I can't take this Forever I've wanted to be a lot more than just a person Not to play on the side of the humans We're forced to live and die in this system I can't see the logic that we are taught Pleasure is attained through freedom Pain is the answer Try to escape from the body Welcome to the paradox Can not take this I thought that pain was my savior Living a lie from what I'm thinking I'm chasing my life which must end right here How can I free myself from this world that I'm forced to live in? We'll see at the end that this idea freedom that you hold to yourself, can never Retrieve all the things that were meant to be if they're causing us pleasure I want to be the pain causing the change to our race When it hurts you I want to be the pain causing the change to our life When it hits I want to be what I am, not the circumstance of how I was born I can not take this, I will not take this I want to be the pain causing the change to our race I want to be the pain causing the change to our life I want to be what I am, not the circumstance of how I was born I can not take this, I will not take this Why should I take anymore