The Benjamin Gate - This Is Not lyrics

I tried to make myself, fit inside your world My time's been spent on being the right girl How far away I am from where I need to be I'm so tired of this useless fantasy Oh oh, oh oh This is not what I need to be Oh oh, oh oh This is not what you mean to me I'm not losing hope, I'm not laying blame I know we both want love, we both feel the same I'm moving forward to where I need to be My life is spinning in this mystery Oh oh, oh oh This is not what I need to be Oh oh, oh oh This is not what you mean to me I tried to be so perfect Oh oh, oh oh This is not what I need to be Oh oh, oh oh This is not what you mean to me Oh oh, oh oh This is not what I need to be Oh oh, oh oh This is not what you mean to me