The Beautiful Monument - Disorder lyrics

I, I've blocked it out the key to life And in hindsight, what good could I have done? I hate you for the times I cracked Out of sight, out of mind It's the cause I'm yet to find But if it comes to me in sin, I'll be the worst I've ever been You said you're better off dead, walk out the door Forget the words they said that left you wanting more Man, it's all in your head, it's all in your head You'll be ok, it's not alright What good is this world if there is no f**ing light? The one thing I am trusted on, the vessel that is almost gone What good is this world if there is no f**ing light? What good is this world if there is no f**ing light? You said you're better off dead, walk out the door Forget the words they said that left you wanting more Man, it's all in your head, it's all in your head I know it's not my place, don't mean to disrespect But darling by their hands you'll never end up dead Man, it's all in your head, it's all in your head Tossing and turning, it's out of control It's the past I am haunting It's all my fault that you're still tired and restless