called you when I got there but I, I hung up when I heard your answer I knew that it'd been a bad idea instead I took a walk something I've perfected I went for the right to remain silent and unaffected got so little to live for but it's there everyday wish I could say I never want or need to see you again every time I pa** here the same scene's released even as it hurts me it's like it happened to someone else how I stood looking out at a moon as low as me and there in the window reflected I saw you approach had so little to live for but it was there everyday I didn't mind going nowhere because you were always around one day I'll come and knock on your door and to my own surprise I'll knock some more hope you'll be there to open the door, open got so little to live for but it's there everyday sure I know that it's over it doesn't help me at all now almost everyone's back for Christmas and New Year's and maybe I will see you what you've forgotten I've kept