I pulled your shirt as you ran for the trees me I followed you you just laughed right out in better days than these guess every fall has its storm but it's not knocking on my door as you used to me without you, now I'm just trying to feel all that I'm supposed to are you still there watching things dance around are you still there watching wishes as they drown it's all remorse and no reward for what I have done I take a look around me, I see I'm all harmless now and driving to stay calm, guess every field holds its barn filled with nothing much now that you're gone as such are you still there wailing around in your own way are you still there waiting for what never came another birthday which is mean to say: I remember I'm still here wailing around in my own way I'm still here slowly losing it again watching things dance around watching wishes as they drown hurdles now, hurdles now it's all hurdles now, they're all hurdles now