The B-List - A New Beginning lyrics

Don't start me up, I'm done with possibilities I got to leave this place the heat is k**ing me And if you ask me now the answer still would be that I don't know Is it too late to tell you that I still believe? I'm on the ground I'm down I'm on my hands and knees I want to say that all these things are true to me But I don't know But I'd change myself if I had the guts to Cause I'm so tired of being wrong Do I follow you or follow my voice I just can't make this choice It seems like the summer sands have buried me To my shoulders It's time to believe (it gets better, it gets better) But I need some place to sleep (it gets better) Some place that's out of the summer heat It's something new to me I know it's not the way we planned this out to be But it's something we're proud of now But if there's no longer a choice Then someone tell me why I still don't know But I'd change myself if I had the guts to Cause I'm so tired of being wrong Do I follow you or follow my voice I just can't make this choice It seems like the summer sands have buried me To my shoulders It's time to believe (it gets better, it gets better) But I need some place to sleep (it gets better) Some place that's out of the summer heat If this is a new beginning Why do I feel like something's lost? Something that used to be A better part of me I can't bring anything to memory pictures that once would make me smile Leave me wrecked with a broken dream of a better time and a choice I don't believe in And I've been seldomly leaving my house on any given week And counting someone else's sheep because you know that I never can sleep And now we'll all grow apart but we'll have all these stories We'll tell to our children they'll say that they're boring, but nothing could take this away if we still believe And I still believe I still believe