The Avalanche Diaries - Lab Rat lyrics

Fire inside my broken / My broken body / It's getting warmer more than my conscience I've been caught in woods of lies / Where days are years / Taking steps just to survive Avoiding the past / Turning back my head My concept of serenity / And what it used to be Before I stepped on you and my senses started to fail That day my eyes deceived my intellect / Misguiding your nature and filthy habits My world's at the end / And you didn't care / This blank sun is now turning my skies to grey So why don't you just look inside / Look inside of me / There's a whole universe indeed Fire inside me / My aching body has stopped to work Pretending not to see the devil /Pretending not to see the devil in disguise So take a look inside of me nobody knows how it is supposed to be What happened to the black or white, it's all grey / No space for one of a kind Mother bring me back I'm not used to that, to be a lab rat What happened to the sake of realizing a dream?