The Autumn Offering - Narcoisis lyrics

Submit to the numbness of narcotic sleep It dulls my eyes and dilates under the expanse of gray skies The dark comes to surface, in my dreams the world burns Falling like prisms, turned numb to the pain Like my father spit on me tell me how worthless I am As daylight filters leaves She wept so many tears for me of desperation Forgive me father, forsaken have been left to die The walking dead surround me, the hubris of our shame Sleepwalkers and the lemmings of modern day And I'm sorry I always pushed you away Please let me go Cradled in its grip with a gun up to my head Stomach aches, skin is white, I'm always back for more You wanted to live Time lapsed while I couldn't breathe Inspiration has died and nothing makes me feel alive Time, time lapsed while I couldn't breathe As we slowly fade away in the end your all buried to me If callous hearts collide could I reopen the wounds left scarred? To let those emotions bleed of the ghost that's left of me Cradled in its grip with a gun up to my head Stomach aches, skin is white, I'm always back for more You wanted to live Time lapsed while I couldn't breathe Inspiration has died and nothing makes me feel alive Time, time lapsed while I couldn't breathe As we slowly fade away in the end your all buried to me