The Atomica Project - Larsen lyrics

I've built a union of defeat To the guard the falling of my dreams And you can take it all away But there's so little left to seize I try my best to overcome I must have tried a million times So much is standing in my way It holds my hand while I decline What's gotten into me? This was everything I had wanted but now I'm alone and angry And if you still care for me You were everything I had lived for but now I'm afraid and lonely I sit alone and contemplate All the parameters of truth I wonder why they're not so clear They were so striking in my youth My empire crashing to the floor I've always felt a bit condemned I'm lying naked in details Being exposed for what I am What's gotten into me? This was everything I had wanted but now I'm alone and angry And if you still care for me You were everything I had lived for but now I'm afraid and lonely I've built a union of defeat To the guard the falling of my dreams And you can take it all away But there's so little left to seize I feel the minutes counting down When I can kiss goodbye the past What I portray as eminence We surely know is my collapse What's gotten into me? This was everything I had wanted but now I'm alone and angry And if you still care for me You were everything I had lived for but now I'm afraid and lonely