The Ataris - Pretty Pathetic lyrics

[Originally by Smoking Popes] You should have heard me sobbing As I drove home that night Got in the bed and stayed there For days I just laid there Having been permanently changed But we won't give into that now Let's take it from the start You should have seen me smiling Like the world was mine She used to call me baby Softly, sometimes But if I dwell on those days to long I feel like my life is over And that's no good so lets move on To the part where I began to sense Her distance I barely can hold on tighter And that makes it worse Cause how am I supposed To take it when she says This is something im going through It's got nothing to do with you I had a special evening all planned out Desperately determined to re ignite Some spark between us She had to feel something for me A love as strong as ours Doesn't just go away You can't just turn it off Unless she was lying all those times But I don't think so I really don't think so The way she used to look at me Made me a thousand feet high The meaning of the word cool Not the same geek Who fumbled with his words that night The ugliest night I said some pretty awkward things I got the feeling she felt sorry for me I should have seen it was hopeless and left it alone But I had to go on Embracing my self I MISS WHAT WE HAD I NEED YOU SO BADLY I must have sounded pretty pathetic I know And that's why I don't blame her for what she said Listen to her rambling And we don't know each other that well But you're so easy to talk to I feel I could tell you almost anything I hope I haven't put you off I have a tendency to do that Why don't I just be quiet.