The Aspiring Me - I Went To New York Freestyle lyrics

[verse] I went to New York and found what I wanted/ and I'll be damn if I'm looked down on or fronted/ they like damn That's the first line who you hunting?/ I needed pepto this breakup made me sick my stomach/ know some girls that say I'm selfish how could they not see/ b**h, my rap name is the aspiring me/ I coulda been a lil or a young/ but Tryna be something im not is how Ya feelings ended up burned/ and the fire hit Ya brain but naw it ain't a perm/ I needed somebody to understand me/ but u know them Scorpios and Taurus ain't candy/ she wanted to dominate/ I wanted to fly/ but these hooves on the ground so I couldn't even try/ Until I went more above sea level/ it's was either sink swim girl I coulda been left you/ and here you go again saying I'm an a**hole saying that im using you it ended with my cash low/ told u ain't want to talk till I got it/ what good is a man that ain't secure in his pockets/ with 10 bucks inside of a Gucci wallet/ 700 went to rent/ so I'm asking you for chips/ I couldn't take you out for sh**/ but I had mad drive and talent/ And a bullsh** job that I couldn't even job that I couldn't even manage/ I lost that like I lost you/ But I knew had good looks so what a boss do?/ got stepped to by brooklyn and I couldn't refuse/ So how the f** I'mma carry a ring/ marry a dream/ then throw it all away in a fling/ cuz I'm caught up in reality and this here's life/ dicked Ya dreams/ I guess that's why it start with a pipe/ Why do girls that leave you hate when new girls on Ya need to know that answer/ would tell you to kiss my a** but I'd get colon cancer/ And I can't die yet/ she say Ya ego fat u need a diet/ want me to change my color like where the dye at/ and murder my black like crack and pyrex/