The Antydote - Patience Part Too lyrics

Loose! [Verse 1: Kembe X] I'm drinkin and smokin and drivin And closin my eyes just in hopes of colliding With something that's more than an accident, please I'm beggin the Lord, I can ask from my knees My father don't love me and as for my mother I struggle expressin just how much she means I'm havin these visions of squad comin with me, I'm busy Out chasin these novelty dreams And welcome to the mind, of a thought-about-it-all I race my train, have I caught it? Not at all Erased my pain, smoking all that dope I suppress my angst, have me callin out to god No I ain't no saint, I ain't no scholar So f** them teachers, and f** them collars I wear black T-shirts and grab my dick Bet I still get rich, tell em s** then swallow I got visions of the world bein mine Visions of the world bein mine I used to be into fear, and feed, into conspiracy Visions of the world bein fine And when I stare at the stars, n***a I swear that they speak to me Telling me that everything a sign And I be hearin em callin, so theres never no sleep for me That way they'll forever be aligned I'm drownin out my problems with a bottle I'm searchin for my purpose in the purp Pull up in a hearse, full of rappers that I murdered in a verse See the game, back turnin for the worst See me I done came back, comin for the throats Ain't no Baphomet, but im goin for the goat Ain't for that charade sh** neither, the game been weak I ain't interested in sh** you n***as wrote I'm interested in k**in n***as dreams Cause f** yo dreams And f** a n***a tryin me, that don't stand beside me I'ma have to interrupt yo dreams I'm stuck in a society, where n***as is grimy And the government watchin, so im lookin behind me I wish love was a option, onlookers would fry me I feel stuck in a box, hopin someone will find me [Bridge] I close my eyes and picture Just where we wanna be It seems that I been livin In the belly of the beast [Hook x2] All my life, they, told me to wait, cause it could go either way But f** that, f** that, f** that They tellin me be patient, what's that n***as do you wrong but it all come back They won't love you gone, n***a you don't want that