Were you asleep in the chair As the sound cracked in the air And the scent of the fire Drifted out through the hall Did I sleep in your bed Or the room next to yours Did the d** cloud my head And so leave me unclear Here's what you were Here's how I remember you With your robe open wide And your mouth to the side They couldn't see where you clutched Your golden son's image They could see how you tried to regain your ridiculous pride But you failed then you died With your dignity laid open Right here's where you disappear But here's how I will always see you You ride in your white Cadillac You ride through the crowd Like a warrior But they turn and look down And they walk away From your beautiful lie And your absurd and malignant Expectations