I held d**h's hand this evening Can't keep my heart from beating Can't keep my throat from screaming There has to be another way for me to keep on living I held d**h's hand this evening Closed my eyes now I'm dreaming I promise I won't leave here Don't let me die I'm f**ing screaming 'Cause I've got more life left to live (got some promises to keep) To all the hearts that carried me (up from the ocean deep) I've had to do some searching to understand our reasons For every selfish feeling (I held d**h's hand this evening) Now my lungs are failing And my heart is fading My mind is taking me So far away I'm dreaming For every selfish reason I kept the bottles rolling I poured my heart out To stop you from leaving I held d**h's hand this evening Closed my eyes now I'm dreaming I promise I won't leave here Don't let me die I'm f**ing screaming 'Cause I've got more life left to live (got some promises to keep) To all the hearts that carried me (up from the ocean deep) I've had to do some searching to understand our reasons For every selfish feeling (I held d**h's hand this evening) [2x] You're the ones that kept me going I owe you this much You gave me the strength to say, "Hey, d**h, get f**ed!" Now my lungs are failing And my heart is fading My mind is taking me So far away I'm dreaming Now my lungs are failing And my heart is fading My mind is taking me...