The Alternative - Now I Realize lyrics

Sometimes it seems so pointless, my head hits off a wall No peace, or love, or understanding, no reason for it all Fighting losing battles with people I cannot reach Realization of my future, a future I cannot see Out in the dark there is only you Living on illusions, can't face reality Knocking down the symptoms that create these fantasies Priorities of tough struggle together in my mind My goal, my future, anarchy, discovery takes time Out in the dark there is only you People seem so distant when I've held them by the hand Expressions contradict their thoughts Can't seem to understand Hope held for the future lifts me high above their thought Realization of my freedom, a freedom that can't be bought Out in the dark there is only you Sometimes it seems so pointless, my head hits off a wall No peace, or love, or understanding No reason for it all Fighting losing battles with people I cannot reach Realization of my future, a future I cannot see Out in the dark there is only you