The Almighty RSO - Sanity lyrics

[ VERSE 1: Tony Rome ] 16 days and I wake up and I'm outta here It's been hell since I got in here Now I'm back on the streets where the problems that I left still remain Nothing seemed to change So I'm right back where I started No j-o-b to make ends meet I'm gettin change on the streets But this ain't how I planned it, I'm trippin I can feel myself slippin From the beginnin I been tryin to get a grip, but I can't grab hold 24 years old and I'm out here on my own Yo, I'm slowly losin my mind Nobody knows the pain I been holdin up inside Buildin up insid is enough sh** to hurt ya, it's torture When your mind tries to desert ya, no one to support ya For some of y'all life has been a fantasy And I been livin up in hell, n***a, lookin for my sanity [ Hook: D-Ruff ] All I want is my sanity Although it might seem I'm goin insane [ VERSE 2: Raydog ] I wake up every morning, n***a, get up But this time I grab my nine just in case I gotta tear up Hard times all around Still I'm surrounded by the stress but I don't never let it keep me down Make no mistake, I'll be a dog till I die I'm always livin on the edge and I wonder why See, motherf**ers wanna k** me, but that's aight Cause when I go in, n***as still screamin "RSO" Until that time I lived my life day for day Never knowin when another n***a gonna try to (k** Ray) So now I'm thinkin to myself is it really all worth it No, better yet, do I deserve this Way of life I been given, I been livin wrong All I wanna do is see my son grow strong So please God, watch over my family Cause when I die, I wannna die with my sanity [ Hook: D-Ruff ] All I want is my sanity Although it might seem I'm goin insane [ VERSE 3: E. Devious ] It's hard to maintain and keep a sane frame of mind When my life's like a battery low on alkaline I be feelin like I be in a room And all four walls be closin in for doom I try to escape the mental manslaughter I feel like that dude when Jaws was in a water I can't seem to redeem all my traction Too many trife n***as around me to be relaxin Gotta watch those who I'm 'posed to trust Don't want to but I'll haunt you if I have to bust To protect my welfare You clowns tryin to bring me down'll catch hell here I won't falter, you can't halt a Devilish mind when I climb behind the altar People, stay calm, I'll be real brief I puff weed from the Philly blunt leaf And if they torment the E any further Insanity'll be my plea bargain for murder Born in hell under a spell called calamity All I want is my sanity [ Hook: D-Ruff ] All I want is my sanity Although it might seem I'm goin insane My whole life's been filled with calamity So how can I ease the painLLL