The Afterimage - WVNDER lyrics

I woke up to see you standing there Full of shock I was lost in your familiar stare Feeling your breath in the frozen air Frost running through my hair Cant be imagined You spoke so soft I could barely hear You were close like a ghost No more hopes by calling me a fear Just as your image was coming clear I reached but you disappeared You disappeared The second time I was more prepared I do know more but before you left me in despair And out of heaven I'll say a prayer Cause I need you to be here I only wanted to understand Why you went, what this meant, to prevent you from a beating end But this seemed counterintuitive And I'm left alone again Alone agin Is this your spirit trying to make amends Now that you've left your family and your friends Caught in the current from the ocean of your misery and regret Thought I would follow into the cosmos But what I found was hollow I wallow in what's left of your after image Wanted to ask you what's after this Wanted to know if it's really worth it Wanna know why you abandoned me Find out what made you think you deserve this But I can't see you anymore Your presence fading away My heart sinks through the floor I can't see you No I can't see you Is this your spirit trying to make amends Now that you've left your family and your friends Caught in the current from the ocean of your misery and regret Thought I would follow into the cosmos Free from the sorrows of existence But what I found was hollow I wallow in what's left of your after image Of your after image Of your after image