The Accident Experiment - Seeds Of Black lyrics

everything i thought was real every dream, every feeling cold all the ghosts i tried to run from all the storms rusting into me . . . SO TELL ME HOW TO FEEL NOW THAT YOU AREN'T REAL THERE'S NOTHING TO REVEAL i ran on gla**, broke my bones so i could find you i cut myself to be around you and when i bled, you disappeared just like you knew i always feared i closed my eyes, and climbed on you so i could breathe i hung my noose around your tree suffered addiction to the air around you now my whole world exists without you i was a son, i was an angel falling from heaven i was a slave to your oppression the prophets never spoke of reasons for me or for my bitter freedom you spit on me, filled my dirt with seeds of black as i carved your name across my back burned out my eyes into your sun oh, can't you see now what you've done to me? if i close my eyes, will this all go away? if i take your pill, will it all fade away? if i wake myself, will my darkness peel? i can't sleep away because nothing is real. if i close my eyes, will this all go away? if i take your pill, will it all fade away? if i wake myself, will my darkness peel? i can't sleep, nothing left is real. there's nothing left to feel nothing left is real there's nothing left to feel so tell me how to feel