How do you live your life, knowing that you're suspicious Did you hear, there's nothing left, that there's no treasure for cheaters I've asked myself, if I could ever perfect it How could you push aside, all that judgement held inside I, just can't take it I'm just so overwhelmed And I'm sick of feeling scared as hell I'm trying not lose it, I can't get through it No I have nothing left I'm getting sick of Biting my tongue Can't keep holding all this air in my lungs I'm trying not lose it, I'm so damn clueless I can't control myself You were never the one to lose your way And I'm sad to say it but you won't ever escape Every single white lie, when you feel so alive When you know there's nothing left inside Oh please tell me all about How awesome your life is You're so pathetic f** your jealous changes, and f** your fake a** life Go ahead, keep pushing forward, we all know you're living a lie I'm just so overwhelmed And I'm sick of feeling scared as hell I'm trying not lose it, I can't get through it No I have nothing left I'm getting sick of Biting my tongue Can't keep holding all this air in my lungs I'm trying not lose it, I'm so damn clueless I can't control myself When I reject you, I won't fall for lies How could you be, get the f**ing facts straight Think of what we could be