Thatndkid - Freestyle 4 (Remix) lyrics

[Verse 1] It's fantastic Find myself enthusiastic I'm sarcastic Love my songs so much I blast it Whatta shock like static Old me, that's cla**ic Basement but I made it to the attic Got habits like an addict You can see how it's problematic You can see how it once was tragic See how traumatic it was All the negativity how automatic it was Anti-climatic because Tripping double vision like the acid does Show you where the pa**ion was Writing got me high with a lasted buzz I'm on another story Be a common legend like I got the glory And I got the glory, I got the pride But be the first to admit there were nights I cried I'm making strides, can say I tried Feel so alive, can never get denied A little co*ky eyed, but it's justified I know deep inside, i'm just petrified These suicides, like Robin Williams With depression and had the millions If he could lose it, who's to say not me Well i got the music, so play that key And play that note, maybe c minor Damn good kid, for a reminder No longer lack, what the prozac gave me Confidence, and a lot more bravery I made a lot of progress but i'm not perfect Whatta a process wonder if it's all worth it [Verse 2] Several bottles Double tap pic, instagram models Yeah, i'm liking what is shown These nudes got me droolin' on my iphone Wet like a bar tab Bless you, I sneeze with a little dab Not a little cab, we do uber Dance floor with a little maneuver Invite me inside, whatta hostess Team no sleep, only hypnosis Whatchu doin' in the future keep me posted Wanna name my first kid OTIS ThatODkid Wile E Coyote kid Be like me that smokey kid But love yourself, I only did I'm on a freestyle Rap to my songs, that made me smile And I smile more, forget about anger And know my endin' ain't a cliffhanger Cuz i'm off the cliff, i'm off edge On August 9th I made that pledge To better myself for my own damn being Mirror was blinded, but now it's seeing Like what i'm seein', it's all improvement Depressed or happy at least it's movement I wanna move it, maybe south to NC Nicholas but remember thatND Kid like a joke, when I rap i'm kidding Old clothes 4 years ago now fitting Is it ADHD why i'm not sitting? Life has gotten better, old me not missing