Thatndkid - Light Black Jacket lyrics

[Verse 1] Listen to music religiously Think about imagery typically I'm so committed Had to keep writing prevailing My option was never be failing I'm so committed New year new gear gotta get an upgrade Purposely goin' out of my way, i'm unafraid Purposely goin' out of my way to get an accolade Purposely goin' out of my way, think I got it made Crazy how time pa**es rapid I could say thanks to my light black jacket Cuz what it's holding is full of my habits Think 'bout the negative, but so much added Guess I just see two perspective Guess that i'm over reflective I'm so committed Guess I just wanna be heard Guess rapping's what I prefer I'm so Years ago knew it But always thought screw it This difficult surely will pa** That's why I partied more often Found myself had fallen With things like i'm skippin' my cla** And I would go out my mind With whatever i'd find Stupid I know but said f** it But hey the confidence gave me More feeling of bravery To tell all the haters to s** it Remember how angry I was at the world Now I know it's not its fault Holes in the wall, nights with alcohol, took all my power But glad writing is my default I've lost some people close to me but music's has stayed Damn I guess it's so committed And if I had to pick one or the other i'd struggle Music over everything, yeah i've admitted [Verse 2] Girl hit me up for attention Feel like most s**ual tension I am so on one Drinks at the bar lets continue Back at your place, see what you're into I am so on one New year new me gotta get a raise tho So crossed up i'm stuck in a maze tho Channel my inner kid, every single day tho So high up in clouds, like a blaze tho Sit a couple feet away, have a star gaze tho But down here, always dealin' with the haze tho 10 new songs hope I get a little praise tho Write like these are all essays tho Still don't get it, let me paraphrase tho Rap in all these different ways tho Guess i'm experimental Emphasis on just the mental I am so on one I am so on one Light black jacket Where would I be without the hits I pack it I'm in a better place, examples can back it Progression obsession, you know I track it If I see my depression, again you know I smack it Kept all my secrets in there Things that i'll never say now I keep it locked Keep it secure Never was shocked, I felt miniature No now I know i'm mature I like how I am Alter my ego and call myself them Yes, yes I answer it twice Be who you are is my only advice Love what you love, and I love to write Up so damn high, ain't afraid of heights [Verse 3] Listen to music religiously Think about imagery typically I'm so committed Drinks at the bar, lets continue Back at your place see what you're into I am so on one New year new goal gotta get a chance now Stand straight, chin up, like that stance now Sick of living like i'm in a f**in trance now Saw my worth and made it better, enhance now Crazy how time pa**es rapid Thank you to the light black jacket Cleared all the racket Cleared all the havoc Visibly broken just needed to tap it Look at me rap it I'm so committed I'm so committed committed I'm so committed Share all recording with people Songs are not timid I am not timid