ThatKidPrince - Echoes by the river lyrics

Invading my space why you Russian? Let's take it one day at a time You're looking so divine, I'm feeling like Andre in his prime The rapper not the giant Since primary I've always been defiant,never denied it,I embraced being labelled the Outkast Time is always moving so my eyes fixiated to the hour gla** Ye d**h you know I'm talking to you Every line is true I only fiend for you cause life here s**s I'm sick of pretending like I give a f** Medication over meditation Your like a clingey ex always keeping tabs LSD's,got me seeing double in this space hubble Owen's dead so what I can't shed a tear Not an ounce of fear just prescription pill and a beer Wishing you were here Owen help me write this chorus cause I can't do without you One moment of madness turned the vibe to sadness now I feel ashamed Saw red now I'm feeling blue I hope you're smoking one for me up in the pearly gates They say d**h comes in two's but this one has an interest rates Cause the day you died is the die I had my heart ripped,on some Mortal Kombat sh** Looking over your body,shaking you like mad going Bat sh** Guess I've found my Kryptonite I've lost my blood ,I'm dying a crip tonight ((Bridge )) The minute your heart stopped beating I lost a part of me I stopped believing In dreams and fantasies,these fake fallacies All this talk about positivity is driving me crazy Can't even steer All I'm hearing is the Devil's voice echoing in my ear Had dreams of driving through Cali in an open top Bimmer You'd bang on about the future,I'd tell you to simmer Your face would glisten You'd be chilling on my door step with a bottle of Budweiser I'd be unpacking a pack of Lambert and bu*tler I was none the wiser So I took like for granted St Louis gave us hope but I was more concerned with slinging dope Swear down I'm gunna get back on the Nicorrette Get myself a patch and get my life back on track This one is not for the radios or A&R's not for the fakers On my mum's life ,I'm gunna win that plaque for us To make up for all the times I threw you under the bus The guilt eats up Dame every night we spend in this Cabin He's falling off the Wagon I told him it's not his fault to put his stress on halt Put all that sh** in the vault But I can't look him in the eye Can't start the sight ,trying my best not to put up a fight I know that's what you would have have liked but Sophie feels otherwise I feel exhausted If only I could describe to you how her eyes filled up when she seen you laid out unconscous The pain makes me all types of nauseous I'm spun Your phone got 58 missed calls from Donna but I haven't got the balls to tell her that she's just lost a son It's Sid ,call me back when you hear this voice mail I've given up the patron Owen tell me what to do ,help me ease the pain DON'T LEAVE ME BE!I CAN'T DO THIS ON MY OWN ((Bridge )) The minute your heart stopped beating I lost a part of me I stopped believing In dreams and fantasies,these fake fallacies All this talk about positivity is driving me crazy Can't even steer All I'm hearing is the Devil's voice echoing in my ear