Tha Joker - Can't Win For Losin lyrics

[Tha Joker] I hit the lap with a dream and put my sh** on myspace. now everybody know my face that's why I keep it on my waist. straight A's and I dropped out of f**in' school. so now I'm drinkin' palmson and listenin' to f**in' blues. I'm confused, my girl say that I'm the one she love, but she stay trynna find her somethin' that'll catch a n***a up. and everytime I pray, feel like a f**in' hypocrite. It's 'cause when everythang was good I wouldn't hit my knees for sh**. ain't that a b**h? People wonder why I always wear a frown, it's 'cause I done a lot of dirt and what went up is coming down down down (down, down.) I guess my momma right again, Learn the hard way, everybody ain't yo muthaf**in' friend, or yo buddy or yo partner. grew up without a father, that's why I gotta be a real man for my daughter. Put my hands together and I look up to the lord and ask him please let's work together, I don't wanna lose no more. [chorus] it's like I can't win for muthaf**in' losin'. will i ever make it? i don't know. but, I know I gotta lotta n***as hatin and I think I'm goin' crazy. I be smokin' whole halves by the daily. Liquor bottle puttin' me to sleep lately. I'm losin' my mind. I'm outta control. I can't turn to nobody so I turn to the dro. I stand right in the beef. Gotta hustle to eat. plus my girl steady b**hin', 'cause I stay in the streets. It's like I can't win. [Lil' Mal] My own girl bring me down, my momma be talkin' sh**. tellin' me to go to school and really get on my sh**. but, they get money from me. from out here sellin' this weed. Im in the club, got these n***as hollering, "free sally b". I lost two uncles & my granddaddy all in the same year. I'm drinkin' liquor, smokin' k**a and hopin to get a deal, for real. I keep it real, mississippi we next. We doin' shows outta town so you know we on deck. Me and joker stayin' focused so you know we goin' blow. Got n***as hatin' on us now, 'cause we be f**in' they hoes. And my girl; and her momma, they be bringin' me drama. but I say "f** it" 'cause it's nothin'. and roll up that marijuana. get my pad and my pen. hit the o (studio), and go hard. and i do my own business. 'cause a lil n***as smart. and now my girl wanna leave 'cause I stay in these streets. and plus my n***a locked up. [chorus] it's like I can't win for muthaf**in' losin'. will i ever make it? i don't know. but, I know I gotta lotta n***as hatin and I think I'm goin' crazy. I be smokin' whole halves by the daily. Liquor puttin' me to sleep lately. I'm losin' my mind. I'm outta control. I can't turn to nobody so I turn to the dro. I stand right in the beef. Gotta hustle to eat. plus my girl steady b**hin', 'cause I stay in the streets. It's like I can't win.