Terror Jr - Saw Myself lyrics

[Verse 1] It ain't my party but I’mma cry All my dms, they're so dry Tumbleweeds rollin' by I need a refund on my fu*kin’ life Jk, I'm kinda okay A little disarray from the misery I'm at the party and I'm feelin' hopeless I'm stayin' here but I'm goin’ on a trip [Chorus] I wanna feel the meaning in this (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I just took something, I don’t know what it is (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I wanna feel the meaning in this (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I just saw myself for the first time I just saw myself for the first time [Drop] I just saw myself, I just saw myself Something and I don't know what it is I just saw myself, I just saw myself I just saw myself for thе first time I just saw myself, I just saw myself Somеthing and I don’t know what it is I just saw myself, I just saw myself I just saw myself for the first time [Verse 2] No one person can stop me now No one thought could talk me out of this state of mind I fought too hard for it Cali nights, I sacrificed, I lost myself I said goodbye to all of me, I didn't like her I'm at the party and I'm feelin’ hopeless I'm stayin' here but I'm goin' on a trip [Chorus] I wanna feel the meaning in this (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I just took something, I don't know what it is (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I wanna feel the meaning in this (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I just saw myself for the first time I just saw myself for the first time [Drop] I just saw myself, I just saw myself Something and I don't know what it is I just saw myself, I just saw myself I just saw myself for the first time I just saw myself, I just saw myself Something and I don't know what it is I just saw myself, I just saw myself I just saw myself for the first time, yeah [Outro] I wanna feel the meaning in this I just took something and I don't know what it is I don't know what it is I don't know what it is