Numbness through my body Tiny yellow pills Cataleptic conscience Calmness that k**s Four padded walls Stained with my essence Is it safer in here Than the prison pestilence? I'd rather embrace d**h But plead insanity Your name is dirt on my tongue Pure profanity It's only me In this stitched, cushioned room It's only me A lunatic in full bloom Hey you! I am not Jesus I'm not that crazy So self-diagnosed But am not lazy Hey you! I love the system Never lets me down Find a loop hole You'll be wearing the crown (Crown...) Medicated sheath An illusion of screams Glazed over eyes Reality not as it seems I won't get out It will never be through You'll never go away Although I k**ed you The shadows kiss My tattooed skin Rested on my soul Dripping with sin It's only me In this stitched, cushioned room It's only me A lunatic in full bloom Hey you! I am not Jesus I'm not that crazy So self-diagnosed But am not lazy Hey you! I love the system Never lets me down Find a loop hole You'll be wearing the crown (The crown...) Hey you! I am not Jesus I'm not that crazy So self-diagnosed But am not lazy Hey you! I love the system Never lets me down Find a loop hole You'll be wearing the crown (The crown...) I am not Jesus I'm not that... Crazy!