Terri Hendrix - Vulnerable lyrics

I wish the holidays brought out the best in me These days are hard to spend with my family They remind me of what will never be And I'm so vulnerable Christmas lights blink and flash We hang ornaments from our past We share a moment that will never last We're vulnerable I wanna drink I wanna lose myself Into the body of someone else Someone to brave to have ever felt So vulnerable I'm in a chair I'm leaning back With my eyes closed Wish I could trust the one I love When my heart's exposed "Silent Night" oh I can't sleep "Oh Holy Night" I think of God I think of those who have nothing I should be thankful for what I've got I wish the holidays brought out the best in me These days are hard to spend with my family They remind me of what will never be I'm so vulnerable