Wish i didn't care as much as i did I been this way since i was a little f**ing kid Picking sunflowers in a field with my friend Sid He wasn't real but I used to wish he did exist This isn't a sob story I'm just f**ing sad Imaginary girlfriends are the only one's i've had Everything I've started has always ended bad Losing 10 pounds is never f**ing rad In love with someone from a different state Sven if i was there we still wouldn't date I'm not mad, I don't hate you But truthfully I'd give the world just to f**ing date you Days will be the same Don't you say my name Cause you know I'll answer Always and forever I hope that girls like me for this one So maybe then i wouldn't f**in miss one No one want's to come near me (ever) All I want is just to feel better If you really want her go get her Cause she'll go away forever