Temperance (US) - This Fire lyrics

This fire, this pain inside of me seems so unchangeable. I try to, but I fail to ease the suffering. You seize the moment to k** my expectations, and I let you take them away. I'm left so speechless. your sudden change leaves me with nothing to say. you let it crumble so quickly. I searched for you, but you left me in the dark. you hurt me. I wasn't prepared, and that's what ignited this spark, fueled by emotions, becomes a flame. this fire left me scarred, and I'll never be the same. it burns, and not as shallow as I'd want you to believe. my times with you were so powerful, and no I realize this pain I do not need. I never thought that you could leave and do this to me, but I guess that I refused to see. I made the mistake of opening my heart to you, and you took advantage of me. now my pain is rage, and I'll try to forgive you. I'll try so hard, but I'll never follow through. you hurt me now, and now you pay the cost. you realize all you've felt. what you've done. and all you've lost