Teenage Bottlerocket - First Time lyrics

I'm falling apart with a broken heart for the first time I'm starting to doubt what this feeling's about For the first time I stare at the wall, I'm beginning to fall For the first time Asleep on the floor Don't go out anymore For the first time I'm spinning out of control With nowhere left to go For the first time I can't seem to figure it out For the first time I can't hear you For the first time I'm not near you And I'm not going to live that life anymore For the First time For the first time I'm falling apart with a broken heart for the first time I'm starting to doubt what this feeling's about For the first time I stare at the wall, I'm beginning to fall For the first time Asleep on the floor Don't go out anymore For the first time I'm spinning out of control With nowhere left to go For the first time I can't seem to figure it out For the first time I can't hear you For the first time I'm not near you A loneliness I've never felt before For the first time I can't see you For the first time I can't be you And I'm not going to live that life anymore For the first time For the first time